Ok! I have a new stop to put on my con list! For the first time ever, I will be going to Otacon as a panelist! YAY! Can anyone tell I am excited? I can hardly wait!

It is late on wendsday. Mom and I have 13 plus hours to drive tomorrow. And she is refusing to leave my Aunt Dona's house so we can go back to my Aunt Lu's to get to sleep. I still have an hour or so to work on my dress for Saterday and guess where my outfit is....that right class. My Aunt Lu's.

What do I need to do to get my mom off her tail? I am looseing what little sanity I have left and it is all her fault!

AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...ah..ahhh...*sniff*

She just doesn't get it! Our day won't end when we get to the hotel, it'll only begin really. Standing in line for our tickets. Standing in line for our artist table. Actually getting our stuff into our room. Getting ready for the next day. Talking with our roommates, maybe getting a late dinner.....*sigh*

Maybe it's me....does anyone think her sitting around is my fault? Does anyone think my freaking out is not aloud?

My heart hurts thinking about what little time we have to get up there. I can hardly breathe thinking about and knowing that she isn't going to get up at the right time tomorrow. It's going to be, 'Just 30 more mineuts, I promise', never mind that her 30 mineuts is 30 mineuts more we have to dirve. 30 mineuts less we have to get everything done that we need to get done.

I am always the one running around freaking out and when I get alittle wound up at 11 AM! when she is just rolling out of bed and still needs a shower, she gets pissed off at ME!!!!

I just want to scream...again!

Ok...let's be very honest. I Hate, Hate, Hate, Dragonball Z (Or any of the Dragonballs really)

But I just got back from the movie 'Dragonball:Evolution' and can I just say...WOW! I loved it. It followed the seiris pretty close, and I couldn't be happier with the graphics, they were so amazing.

Have I gone insane? Has anyone else seen and loved this movie?

Ok...so maybe the world shouldn't watch out quite yet, but Flordia should. It is now monday, the bags are packed, and in a short few minuets...or hours depending...hours knowing us, Mom and I will be off to the promised land known as Ft. Walton Beach ^_^

I'll be updating every chance I get and will be back in Tiffton before long. Don't forget to follow with me on Twitter ^_^

Twitter: Angelshinigami

Monday seems so far off...right now we are still in Tiffton,GA visiting family, but soo the sun will be on our faces...backs...feet...and every other body part not covered by our new swim suits ^_^

We will be back in Tiffton before long, hardly a week or two will pass before we are back in this small little town that's only real entertainment is the six screen movie theater and the bad Golden Coral, but oh well....To the BEACH!!!!

^_^

I desided to do a 'Latter Days' challenge to get more fanfiction out on the web about this Awsome movie. If you haven't seen it either go buy it or watch it on Youtube. It's funny, it's sassy, it's sad, and has a great suprise ending.

Chris/Aaron

February is upon us and draws closer and closer to March with every passing day and days tend to do, and with the coming of March come my first convention of the year bringing with it all of the excitments and nervousness that comes with having the past three months to rest and regroup.

Naka-kon in KC is going to be a calm convention for me. I have chosen not to have an artist table for this con and am looking forward to taking pictures and attending day time panels that are not restricted to the panels I am hostessing myself.

Tickets still need to be gotten, rooms need to be aranged, outfits need to be completed, so on and so forth, my list is never ending and always the same with hardly a week or three inbetween conventions once the season starts.

Two conventions in the Spring, four or so in the Summer, and generally two in the fall, December and January to rest then start it all over again...a hectic life, but I love it.

The skirt didn't want to photograph well ^^;

It's 4:10 in the morning and I have now been laying down for more than an hour. It is offical. I can't sleep. No matter how much I want to, no matter hom much and beg my mind to be quite so I can rest, it won't.

You see, earlier today...well...yesterday technicaly,I was in a very terrifying car crash. No one was hurt thankfuly unless you count my car with is completely totaled, but at 2:40-ish yesterday, while getting onto the Kenedy Freeway southbound, I was making a slightly wider than normal turn due to a 'Road Work Ahead' sign halfway in the road when my brakes seized up and I was unable to slow down enough to control the car.

I already had the wheel turned, so we were in a slide and slamed hood first, more on the drivers side...myside...than dead center, into a fence then into the tree/shrub/large bush on the other side of said fence.

Once making sure my passenger was ok, I got out of the car to see the damage I realized that if it hadn't been for the tree/shrub/large bush, my car would have continued over the fence and down the hill straight into oncoming traffic of the interstate.

This experience keeps replaying it's self in my mind. I see it everytime I close my eyes. I hear the 'crash' and 'crunch', I see the tree/shrub/large bush coming right at me, and remember my second thought after 'TREE!!!!!!!!!' and stopping being 'Thank god my seatbelt desided to work today.'

I was alright just after it happened and for the rest of the night. There were people all around me, my Mom had just come back from a very long trip, there was noise all around, so it drown out the sickening sounds smashed metal makes, it drowned out the horrible thoughts of thinking that I wouldn't get to see my mom before I died.

But now the house is quite, The lights are off, And I can't get the memory to stop playing over and over again.

The simple action of turning, something I do every other day, the feel of the firm, unmoving break pedal beneath my foot and the immideate thought of 'I'm going to crash', the the thoughto of 'TREE!!!!!', followed by the shakey shocky feeling of calm just after a major accident.

No body ever really asked me if I was ok after it happened either. Oh my passenger did and I answered 'yes' automatically, because that's what you do. The cop did, but it was a general 'is everything ok?' question, not a personal question.

Everyone asked if my passenger was ok. Which she was. But no one looked at me twice, they all asked her.

Well the answer is I'm not ok. I'm still shakey, maybe not on the outside, but on the inside. I hurt, nothing sharp just dull and achy. and after all of this I only want a hug. A long hug were someone doesn't let go until I'm ready for it to end.

I want to feel safe and I don't. I just feel ignored and written off...

Thank you to everyone that came to my birthday party! I hope that all of you had as much fun as I did!

For those of you who didn't get to come or would like to recap what happened, the day started out with me running around trying to clean, like I always am on the day of a party. My friend Daniel and I were able to get the kitchen to a GREAT state before guests started to arrive.

The first to arrive was my friend Francis, I was really excited to see him, I let him set things down before I hugged him, I hug alot, I actually think I took him off gaurd.

He let me open my gift right then and my goodness ya'll...let me just say this present took my breath away. I received a Pullip : Another Alice. She has tan skin with white blonde hair. She is wearing a blue dress what has gold threaded through out it and little gold card symbols on her white apron. She is SO beautiful, I can't wait to take her to conventions with me.

(THANK YOU!!!)

After that we , Daniel- Francis- and I, all gathered into Daniel's car to go get party food and a another friend of mine, Tony.

It took about 45 mineuts to find Tony, I have a bad sence of direction so I get lost alot. But eventually we got him and went to Walmart for our next grand adventure.

Once we'd gotten dinner, Thanks to Daniel and Francis (thanks), we returned to a full house. While we were gone more of my friends had arrived.

Cody had found the key I'd hidden for them to get in just in case, so he was able to let in my friends Jon, Jada, Justin, Athena, and Travis.

They were all dressed up so nicely, it was a Lolita theme so I was excited to see them dressed up.

After that we fixed dinner, tacos yummy, we all went to a local Arcade and danced, played drum games, and generally had fun, or atleast I hope we all did.

After that we returned home and slowly friends began to go home, Justin, Tony, and Francis. (Thanks for coming guys)

The others stayed until around 5 am and we watched 'The Nightmare before Christmas' and played an odd -tell the truth- "game", it was weird and fun all at the same time.

I really had a blast, thanks to everyone that made it great.